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Eden- part one

I think I remember how we met. That is to say, how he and I met.     I think it was at a coffee bar, Starbuck’s or something like that. He was working behind the counter and I was ordering a coffee. It must have been Starbuck’s, they’re the only coffee place that sells Sumatra coffee. I was ordering a venti Sumatra, no room for cream. He stared into my eyes whilst I talked, like there was no one else there, like he was reading my soul. Reaching down into my darkest places and stroking, coaxing something to come out. I fumbled, mid sentence. No one has ever looked at me like that. It was so piercing, so foreign and so intimate.

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FingernailsTwo and a half years later, and you’re still my dirty little secret.  I know that neither of us moved on.  You asked someone for my number recently, but you never called.  I guess you know I hate you.  I guess you don’t know that I’d take you back in a second.   
The chemistry was so right between us.  The chemistry was right, but we were so wrong.  The lies you told me hurt so much, so much that I let you think I believed them.  I told myself that you lied to impress me, because you didn’t think you were good enough for me, because you loved me.  Each one was like a gift, to show how much you cared.  After we were over, you told ev Fingernails
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Journal Entry: Sat Apr 1, 2006, 10:42 AM
slurpee's are the sex. THE sex.

and i HATE children's movies. they can suck my left nut.
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  • Current Age: as old and wizened as a box turtle
  • Current Residence: here
  • Interests: writing, music, people, erotica
  • Favourite movie: eddie izzard-dressed to kill, Secretary *orgasms*, Young Adam
  • Favourite band or musician: the clash, chemical brothers,bjork,pretty girls make graves, orgy, rasputina, Depeche Mode, poe
  • Favourite genre of music: indie/underground, classical, REAL punk, intelligent electronica
  • Favourite artist: Escher, O'keefe. Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Goodkind, E.A Poe, jaqueline carey, Robert Jordan, Anais Nin, Marquis de Sade, Crichton
  • Favourite photographer: My dad
  • Favourite style of art: none, really...
  • Operating System: coffee! it counts, i swear!
  • Shell of choice: the one i hide in
  • Wallpaper of choice: i prefer a good faux, actually
  • Skin of choice: mine. or that one persons...
  • Favourite game: truth. or Egyptian rat screw
  • Favourite gaming platform: a card table. or my bed. or inside a closet
  • Favourite cartoon character: foamy and/or calvin & hobbes
  • Personal Quote: fo' sho'. or bitchin'. depends on the day and how white I really want to seem
  • Tools of the Trade: .7 lead, mechanical pencils, paper, my trusty Fujifilm

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~baybeekitty:iconbaybeekitty: Jan 27, 2007, 1:01:07 PM Mood: Joy
^_^ I like your writing. Though you haven't been on in WAY to long.
~pzyktzle:iconpzyktzle: Apr 26, 2006, 10:09:16 PM
have enjoyed a lot of your writing. many thanks.
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~Despairfallsonthewea:iconDespairfallsonthewea: Sep 14, 2005, 8:14:16 AM
Urgh Reality sucks! So many bills,not nearly enough money!!! Imiss you and fish sex! Our new number will beup on the 21st. I'll call you. Take care......

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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Sep 9, 2005, 2:04:40 PM
yay and cool and i can't believe you you ho :)

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~Despairfallsonthewea:iconDespairfallsonthewea: Sep 9, 2005, 6:39:12 AM
I am SOOOOOOOO sorry! Hey I Made it to Florida!!! More to tell later!

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~PyreKitty:iconPyreKitty: Aug 26, 2005, 10:05:19 AM
sorry it took me so long to reply... field hockey practice started up and all ive been doing is coming home and passing out, so dont envy my summer vacation tooo much. yes... dress. well, it had to happen sometime... ;) i found a new car to replace the smashed one on... *pauses* EBAY!!! its a pretty spiffy car, which is nice.

web design class hm? sounds spectacularly facinating... dont fall asleep! later! :)

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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 16, 2005, 6:39:59 AM
sorry it took me so long to properly reply...i'm eagerly awaiting seeing YOU in a dress. something that you swore up and down would NEVER EVER happen...*snicker snicker*. that sucks about the car, but i'm glad to hear you're mostly alright. maybe a little more cracked, but ok... the geek convention must have been...um...geeky. tho' right now i'm sitting in my web design class and it's been going for 40 minutes...soooooooooooo...yeah...*cough hack cough*. evil NY people with your still summer vacation...growls... :blahblah: :matrixfight:

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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 15, 2005, 2:07:14 PM
you spelled "miscellaneous" wrong on the home page...:P

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~Despairfallsonthewea:iconDespairfallsonthewea: Aug 13, 2005, 1:37:39 AM
LMAO Wonderful but youre too late! Someone already did that shit to me at the backelorette party. No what we could really use is just money, and wiat until we move to Florida so you can send it to us and not my parents. Hey 1 in the morning is the only time I get to talk online because I work so damn much. But I re-did the photos page to an even better system it's at [link] it's rather nice
Well poddle I really gotta get to sleep. I love you and I'll talk at you soon. wow less than a week and Ill be in Florida!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!

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~VindicatedRebel:iconVindicatedRebel: Aug 12, 2005, 8:00:23 PMComment hidden by Owner
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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 12, 2005, 6:32:41 AM
that is so NOT true!!!! i do NOT ignore you until you insult me...ya ho... and what in the blazes are you doing up at 118 in the morning?? you crazy person :9 . anywho. glad to hear the wedding was a peach; i'm going to get and send a gift for y'all soon; as soon as i have some cash...do you want/ need anything? otherwise i'm just going to have my older friend go to the "adult" store and pick you up some "groceries"...hehehehehehehe...i can see it now, you'll be called down to the post office to open and verify your package because it was vibrating and making strange noises and twisting around...and twitching and flashing really bright strobe lights you can see through the box, while something else is rattling around...and the box has become kind of gooey and sticky... and glittery pink things are poking out of wet corners...and stuff...

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~Despairfallsonthewea:iconDespairfallsonthewea: Aug 12, 2005, 1:18:43 AM
I was just trying to get your attention, it seems you ignore me unless I insult you.....so I figured.....well whatever works! Anyways. the wedding was nice, and very much perfect for who I am and who he is, it didn't have to be picture, cinderella perfect, to be perfect for us. I wish you would have been there. I'm getting a little overwhelmed with all this planning and shit for the big move to Florida. I'll probably write out all my frustrations tonight, i might post it. Anyways. I'll talk to you later.....if you can reach me in between work. I love ya and I haven't nor will I ever forget you. Don't forget, YOU can call ME once in a while too. lol, talk to you soon I hope.

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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 8, 2005, 7:30:16 AM
why am I such a bitch?!! what did i say??? i haven't said/done anything...ya whore...:) :sushi: yummy...how was your wedding?!!!!?? i heard it was nice. hope you're enjoying your new boy-toy...

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~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 8, 2005, 7:27:44 AM
no problem!

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~Despairfallsonthewea:iconDespairfallsonthewea: Aug 8, 2005, 1:25:55 AM
You are such a bitch! God I can't believe you! Hey Wedding pictures are posted at [link]
Ill talk at you later when I dont have to work......probably next year. I love you talk to you later.

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~PyreKitty:iconPyreKitty: Aug 7, 2005, 6:38:59 PM
NOOOOOOO! No heat! I ish winter creature! *cowers under desk*

*cough* anyway... so, you heard about the gown shopping, eh? I'll send you a picture of me in my pretty dress so you can snicker ;P

hmm... update... well i did total the subaru in june... the car died. i got away with a few scratches, brusies and a minor concussion. went to california for two weeks for the biggest geek convention in the US. (the official name is the *clears throught* National Youth Leadership Forum on Technology) thats about it... it ish summer, and i am bumming out. :D

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~mouth4war:iconmouth4war: Aug 6, 2005, 4:36:30 PM
thanks for the :+fav:!!
really appreciated!

peace,
m4w
~eveningshadows:iconeveningshadows: Aug 5, 2005, 11:55:16 AM
ahhh!!! amy!!! it's been, like, ages and ages and ages and ages and ages....and stuff... *cough*. how're things? i heard about you and you mom going gown shopping...and you enjoyed it...you must send me and email and update me on goings on....*poke* you awful awful person...love and west nile and heat waves from Colorado :0

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~PyreKitty:iconPyreKitty: Aug 4, 2005, 9:47:45 PM
Hey, remember me?!? ok, I give you hint...NAH! it would be too easy. hehehe, I finally decided to come to deviant art and reak havoc here. :innocent:

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